September 05, 2005

am finally backie to blog after dunno how mani years already le..

am so bussi e pass few months n weeks as holidae is cumin n

still e same, gonna go skool n studi at e same time.. hees..

so sad i couldn't pon the last week cus i finish using up all my chances

already..kinda sad la, ppl nv go sch den i hafta go.. so sad ryth..

budd nvm lah.. i finally "ao guo lai" le.. hahas.

well, todae damm happi lol.. dunno when i receive a msg frm moi skool

to ask me to check the webmail to c if my application

ferr e bursary is sucessful nt.. hahas..n guess wad? hahas

i'm one of them.. hoo.. cools.. am so so happi.. $1200 worz..

tt will be equvillant to boud my two months of pay le..

hahas.. budd i tink dun be too happi yet.. if nt lata in the end dey send me

another email sayin tt dey make a mistake.. i tink during tt time,

hahas..i'll sure to box tt whoever peeps whu send tt msg to me..

hmmms.. noe wad? moi mummi n my youngest sis (zhuzhu) when

ferr holidae to hongkong le.. left me, moi daddi n moi 2nd sis in

s'pore.. sobs.. nv brin' me go.. wher gt likdat one de..

hahas.. actualli moi mummi when hongkong dere ferr some

opera thingy.. hahas.. u noe.. "chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan"(can't eat

grapes say grapes sour)? hahas, my translation in english..

budd nf nvm lah..moi mummi promise mi to buy lots n lots of

nicey nicey clothings fer me worz.. hoo.. am lookin forward

to tt dae.. next sat dey will be cuming backie to s'pore liao.. budd dun think i could go

to the airport cus will be workin tt dae, besides tt my daddi

will also 'long bang' my aunti backie hm as well.. so dun think

dere ish enuff seat..budd nvm lol.. i'll wait fer herr to be backie

den i could try all e clothes she gotta fer me liao..yeah!

wow.. mi n moi dardar gg 3 months liao lehz.. so fast hoh..

hee..am so happi wif him le.we went to mani

places n eat..hee..gg bankrupt liao cus we spend our $$

mostly on food.. hahas.. budd nvm lah.. he sae gonna bring me try

out every restaurant tt is in s'pore.. wow..'neng chi shi fu' ma.. ryth..

while havin brk yest & sat, we went to delifrance fer our

first break.. wow...jus e 2 of us, 30 bucks gone..

so heart pain after tt budd, hahas, all inside my stomach liao.

cant do anithin liao..it was so delicious lol..

i ordered spagetite as usual n my dar, chicken chop..

den the plate he was using was movin here n dere.. so he cant realli eat properly..

budd durin second brk gonna budget liao. so no more nicey foods..

we went eat kway chap.. my dardar's favourite worz..

ordered three bowls of kway..hahas.. he took two n i took one..

cant stand the way he eat, so zhu le.. see le also feel like pinchin him.. hahas..

well well well, i gonna go prepared liao.. am gg to c doc lata at boud 3..

hmms.. so tired le still hab to go.. hab to tke bus somemore..

hahas.. okie..i'll stop my grandmama stories liao..

if not u guys will be readin till u fall asleep liao..me too

falling asleep soon le.. zzZzzz...

with loves; your name here
12:27:00 PM

August 24, 2005

wad a day! durin e first break out kana piss by someonw in my class.. This 'him' ish so ... i dunno wadd kinda of 'GOOD' words i could use to describe him.. nvm, dun tok bout him liaoz.. 2dae i went town wif huisin n hueyhuey n pris. well, we go shoppin budd in the end we lost pris. so she went backie to sch wif Ya li n chen hui..yupss.. was kindas guilty cus she called budd i din pick up. budd luckily she din angry.. Heng ah..hmmm, yest e agency "create talents" called me up n asked me 2e go ferr interview..but i'm nt interested in this kinda of jobs so i guess lata i'll jus avoid any calls tht rings.. cus haha.. he dun like me to be in this kinda of job.. u noe.. but i myself also dunn realli like cus it is quite complicated.. i hopp tht me n him could compromise..hahas..
wow.. these few daes my hse so re nao.. cus of e ge tai.. haha. nice yeh.. well, hee.. am so dammi tired.. hoo.. gonna get my pay soon,.budd dish week no $$ go gaigai le.. sadded noe.. hee..

with loves; your name here
2:33:00 PM

August 10, 2005

hey peeps, finally todae gt a few hours ferr me te rest befour gg to work lata. haben been updatin cus was kinda busi wif schs, wif work n tryin te squeezeEss time outta ferr him. maybe recently we met each ottherr too often denn tt's whyy we kinda hadda arguments.hmms.. but nvmm la..hoppe thinggs wilLl be alrright.. yuppzs..am wrrkin ferr 5 consecutive daes.from fri till wed..din even hab ani rest at all.thinkinn tt i cld maybe rest ferr a few daes budd..lucki toda3 i cld slp till boutt eleven..wrrkin at 5..yuppsz.. i kinda miss my sch cus cld realli slack dere.. hee..dammi bored.on e 8th & 9th of August, i manage to c e fireworks..so nice..hee.am so happi cus we saw it together..so happi le.. though it was short budd it is more than enough..hee..

with loves; your name here
2:07:00 PM

August 01, 2005

*huEy n me*

wow..i din noe tt cld add image here..gonna upload lots foto next time..haha..am so tired todae.yest reached hm so late cus i guess i'm e last to count my $$.lucky din short if nt gonna pay.. haha..in the middle of my work, Yuer cum helped me packed.. so we chatted bout our love lifes n i found out alot of things which make me rather unhappy..heehee..yeaps..well, dun tok about it liaoz..hahas, oh ya.. was sayin tt Yuer cum help me packed ryth,yeps.den i think i hafta do smth so i told her te help me scaned as dere r customers..When she helped me to collect e money, she dropped a dollar n two fifty-cents into the small little lane at e back of e cashbox. opps,hahas,guess she kinda panicked but i told her lata i'll tak it backie. so lata at nite i asked my laogong help me tke. hahas..guess wad?besides tkin back moi money, dere's another 3 gold coins at e side. hehe.my dear took it n stuffs it inside my pocket..hehes.. den shu mei was standin beside me n said tt he treat me so gd..kinda *blush*.
hehe. he filled me with sweetness always n i'm so so happi to be wif him though dere r still rumours gg around.but nvm la..recently kana brainwash by quite a number of ppl n den find tt deir words do make sense yeh..hahas.. dey told me tt cldn't stop dem frm tokin, so let them tok whatever they wan..hees..but still kinda sad when i tok bout that..hmms.
Right at this moment, am having moi science presentation nw.was so damm borin n everyone was like dozin off soon..hahas.me too..my grp's presentation was quite gd alreadi cus is all girl's grp.yups..tt's why.e toopid tcher wanna change e groups again..n moi firrst reaction was lyke "wah lao".hahas.but no choice also..well, aniwaes, jus hoPe tT i'll nt be in e same grp as ..hahas..

with loves; your name here
3:28:00 PM

July 29, 2005

hahas.din update 4er veri long cus mani thin9s happened lately..n was kinda angry + sad..hehe.
well..todae was havin my science UT..haiyo..dun tok bout it anymore.it's so difficult.. calculate till headache.argghh.but nvm la.guess i gonna retke dis module liao..!!heard tT needa pAy $200 for retakin one module..was thinkin tt maybe i gonna retake my computin too..opps.tt'll be bout $400..sobs.hope i could pass.hmms..todae's problem was kind of easy for my grp i think.gt e two of them in my grp.so dey did most of the things.actualli i tried to calculate at first but get it wrong,den was like kana "JACK" by him.oh wadever!i dont care,so i work alone.yeps.nvm de la.who cares.
msg my buddz yesterdae askin her whether we r still friends n she replied me sayin,"yes maybe"..hmms..was kinda sad when i saw tt msg.tried my best le but still likdat.haiz.gettin so upset also no use de.ryth.but, i'm a girl la, so therefore am more emotional..yupz.my class am goin off to orchard durin the second break out..priscilla, chen hui n malini asked me along but i dun wan..cus mainly tt 'guy' is goin.yeps.cant stand him..hahas..
but nvm la.well,this few daes, my relationship wif him was kinda gd..well, hope tt me n him could be likdat.hehe.i pon communication yest n was at home slpin like pig.hahas.slept till so long n in the end, i cant slp at night.hhahs.

with loves; your name here
12:03:00 PM

July 21, 2005

Hoo! today was havin communication practice n i tinkk e
facilitator 2dae was havin "PMS" cus she suddenly kind of us
gif attitude. yeps. e pro statement 2dae was quite confusin fer
moi gr0up 2dae as we started halfway n me & petrina dunnoe
wad we r lookin for. But at the 3rd presentation we came up with
a video and a ppt. For e presentation, mus all thanz to my groupp
members.hee, today Malini leave at the second meeting cus she was nt
feeling too well. We r so united, managed to finish everythin on time.
hee, e fac said she quite like our presentation..haha.was quite happy
when she said that.but she we still lack of some stuffs to make e
presentation even more perfect..yeah.cools..
2dae in sch, my ex classmates invite me to join in their conversation
n was discussin in sept we maybe havin a chalet.den i guess we settle
alomst everythin liaoz. goin on e weekdays cus mani of us cant make it
on the weekends.hee.am lookin forward to tt dae.
>,"<>",<

with loves; your name here
7:21:00 PM

July 20, 2005

I have lived my life in a chaotic world
I see the darkness as my days unfold.
The trembling of my heart I feel,
As sadness embraces me from head to heel.

And now that I have found you
Everything so right and true.
You are the sparkle in my eyes
You have filled loving with all my cries.

You have mastered my fears
And eradicated my tears.
My sun burns even brighter,
My life seems so much happier.

Because of you I have learned that life is no misery
Now I know love is kept for eternity.
I have searched even the deepest sea,
But there is nothing like the love you have given me
I LOVE YOU HONEY...

with loves; your name here
12:40:00 PM

July 18, 2005

Well, these few days am torturin' to me.. was feelin so damm sick
cus was havin a bad flu, sore throat n cough..
den am still troubled bout 'Tt' problem..
i dunno whether dere ish ani back-stabbers..
anione whu doesn't noe anithin n judge us based on our
appearance or bout e rumours goin around..
i kinda sad dis few days as i like lost them, haiz..
hope things will becum better in e cumin dayz..
yeah.. i find tt i'm too bad to him dis few days.. but he's
still so patient wif me.. *giggles* hehe.. kinda sweet
in my heart..
Therefore, i wanna give him a 'MuaCkz'.. hehe
huggies him realli tightly oh..
hohoho...

with loves; your name here
9:36:00 PM

July 16, 2005

Of all that I can give,
I give you my heart and soul.
Nothing can ever compare;
For you, my love I had give it all.

This newfound feeling
I cannot quite describe.
But it gives me warmth
Deep down inside,

It gives me a reason
To smile everyday.
It gives me hope
And it shows me the way.

In good times and bad,
I will be there through it all.
Never turning my back,
Never letting you fall.

I would give anything
For us to be together.
For you are irreplaceable;
Our love should last forever.

I would never forsake you
Or make you hurt inside.
I would never lie to you
Instead faithfulness in me you will find.

With all this that I am telling you
I want you to know my love is true.
It will never belong to another
My love can only belong to you.

with loves; your name here
9:54:00 PM

it's been a reali terrible dae fer me today.. jus after work,
was nt feelin well, n e rumours made me even.. am so
damm sadded, haiz..i donno wad's wrong wif tt n nw..
wad can i d0?ppl, teach me..wad can i d0? am i in e wrong?
i dun even noe a single thingy bout wad had happen, y mus it
be tis way?
i'm nt happi, nt happi at all.. i wan to be happi but the stress
r givin me an headache..why everythin mus be in dis way?
couldn't it turn out to be in a better way?
i dunno why things had to turn out dis way..
I went hm todae after work quite earli as i was nt feelin too
gd..was suppposed to work till 11 but gt hm at around 7 plus..
todae wasn't alot of ppl as it was rainin n one of e road was bein
blocked cus of e NDP thingy.. yups.. *tired*
i prayed tt things will get better so tt i'll nt be so stressed
bout everythin..i jus wan to be happi but..
but seems like the world is gossipin bout us..
haiz haiz.. hope everythin will be fine..

('v') I miss you! ('v')
V V

with loves; your name here
9:27:00 PM

July 14, 2005

Gazing at the stars in a dark cold night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish you can see I wish you can hear
I wish you can kiss and hold me tight

I close my eyes and shed those tears
Thinking how far you are from me
Then I look above and see the stars
How they light, they glitter and sparkle
Despite how far they are by sight

I find myself smiling as I realize
That though distance between us
Kept us apart but only in body
And never in heart

You gave me reason to smile
You gave me reason to hope
You gave me so much and
I can never ask for more

And if I have one thing to thank right now
That's when you came into my life!

with loves; your name here
10:08:00 PM

My gift to you is my love
Given from deep within my heart
It is the best I have to offer
And its yours until this earth we depart
You have captured a part of me
A part so very fragile that I am in fear
For it is my heart I have lost
To you my love, the one I hold most dear
I chose to love you now
With all that I have and all that I am
And I pray that God follows us
To guide our steps as we cross this land
For it is with His blessings
We will live most at peace with each other
For He is the reason after all
We found one another ........ I Love You!

with loves; your name here
12:49:00 PM

hal0..2dae am in skool again..havin communitive lesson
nw n tokin t3 my frens..
am damm happi todai..
2dat ish me n him one month.. though we've jus
started nt l0ng, i h0Pe tt we cld reali last long. i've
nv met a guy lyke him be4, a guy ish superb gd,
carin' n hardworkin'..he's e best in my hrt..
We maybe far apart but i noe 0ur hrts 'll always
be locked tightly.. i'll nv let g0 0f him n i noe he'll
hold on to me tightly if i ever..
Mani maNi loves from me to him.. am so
fortunate to haf him..
Though we haf pr0 along e way, i hop3 we'll
be able 2 blocked ani 0bstacles 2gether..
Last bUt nt least, n once again..

"mY dardar, thanx 4 bein' der3 f3r me
oh..Happy one month anniversary.. hehe..
muackz..i loves you..<3"

-dedicated to him-

with loves; your name here
12:08:00 PM

July 11, 2005

o0oh..wad a tirin day it was!am in sch havin science ryth n0w
n am d0in e same old thing again..problem n problem everiday,
was so sick of it.cant imagine tt i'm goin t0 d0 this f0r bout
2 more yrs..aiyo.cum to think of it was kinda .... .
2dai my class s0 damm power, half of them left n think
they went te K Box..cool..haha..s0 left bout 12 students in
class includin me.hee..am feelin happi these few days..
but i hope things will turn out better in another issue.well,
realli hope soo..
guess,i'll jus stop here..gonna go n d0 my'worksheet' le..

with loves; your name here
4:14:00 AM

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